Something's wrong...

What am I supposed to do when I feel attacked? What do NORMAL people do? I don't think I qualify as normal, but .. just for the sake of argument.

I'm having a regular conversation, I'm jazzed .. seems like a good night. And then she tosses a clinker in there .. "well, why are you doing to do that" sort of thing.

So .. I hit pause. And then I asked her if she was just turning my crank. And she said no. But she was trying to get the lines straight.

And I knew what she meant. I knew what she was talking about. But .. it's supposed to .. be .. me and her against the world, you know? I mean .. she's always supposed to be on my side. Even when I'm wrong. .. Hell, especially when I'm wrong.

"The Lines" are always a hard question. I mean .. the lines are always blurred, right? So, you really can't get a handle on them. I mean .. a few obvious ones and even those have exceptions. Right?

Does everything have exceptions? And how do we deal with that? Why is life so complicated...

I want her to live her life. Why does it have to be by my rules? I tend to want to take my toys and go home when something like this comes up. Mostly 'cause I don't want to deal with the arguments that seem to always follow.

I'm tired. I'm SO tired ..